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A.f.i. – Silver And Cold

May 31st, 2009

I… I came here by day, but I left here in darkness
And found you, found you on the way
And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold
You, in somber resplendence, I hold

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I’ll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one

Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me
As you’re longing to sing
So I… I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold
I will lift up your voice as I sink

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I’ll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me

Cold in life’s throws, I’ll fall asleep for you

Cold in life’s throws, I only ask you turn away
Cold in life’s throws, I’ll fall asleep for you
Cold in life’s throws, I only ask you turn
As they seep… into me, oh, my beautiful one, now

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I’ll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me)
Your sins into me… oh

Your sins into me
Oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into me
As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer
And I’ll beg for forgiveness
(Your sins into me) Your sins into…
(Your sins into me) Your sins into me

Oh my beautiful one

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A.f.i. – Single Second

May 31st, 2009

Single Second

Oh my god! my god this can’t be happening!
God tell me, tell me this isn’t real!
I can’t believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening.
I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel.
I always knew.
I always saw it coming.
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear.
I’ve never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to exist,
Just disappear.
Fear memories are all that lie ahead.

Never have I felt so lost.
Memories dull my senses.
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead.
Never have I felt so dead.
Once felt so warm, no i’m fucking freezing.
I am the once embraced abandoned one.
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing;
No relief was mine,
I was burnt, by the sun.

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A.f.i. – Soap Box Derby

May 31st, 2009

Soap Box Derby

I’m not angry,
I’m just amused at your quest for attention
Through your self abuse.
The only response that you get for your pleasis sorely
Less than sympathy.
What reason is there to be alive?
When the word is against you how can you survive?
All your friends are apathetic at best,
And your entire life is a total mess.
Give it a fuckin’ rest.
You can’t feel me, feel,
I’m scarred so deep.
No one needs me.

Could you please leave me alone?
I’m sorry to hear that your world’s sinking fast
And you’ve lost your stable ground
And I’m sorry to add to your disappointment,
But I won’t be brought down.
I’m not angry,
I’m just amused at all the dramatics you love to use,
But one thing I have noticed that is strange to me is
That you’re not content until you’re brought down,
And you’re always so alone because you can’t be found.
You’re soul is black and you’re filled with hate.
How much more can you possible take?
Give me a fuckin’ break.

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A.f.i. – Synesthesia

May 31st, 2009

Heartbreak, incarnate, I’m nothing if not your memories
Heartbreak, please let me be enjoying your pain

Someday, I will be…
I’ll be the common voice for community
Because I am a man who’ll forever be
Where all remaining failed

Please let me understand I’m your pillow
Letters of past so distant and wrinkled
Please let me understand I’m your pillow
Letters of past so distant and wrinkled

(Just say…) Say you will follow me (follow me)
Invite me to your memory
(Just sing…) Sing again for me (for me)
That long forgotten song

Heartbreak, incarnate, I’m nothing if not your memories
Heartbreak, please let me be enjoying your pain

Someday, I will be…
I’ll be that what you want from a failing dream
Because I will, I may at best
Be as low as you feel

Please let me understand I’m your pillow

Letters of past look distant and wrinkled
Please let me understand I’m your pillow
Letters of past look distant and wrinkled

(Just say…) Say you will follow me (follow me)
Invite me to your memory
(Just sing…) Sing again for me (for me)
That long forgotten song

Let me be all the words
Let me be all the words
Let me be all the words
Let me be all the words

Let me feel the words echo in comfort
Let me be all the words that you’d unsay
Let me feel the words echo in comfort, comfort, comfort, comfort
Let me be all the words that you’d unsay, unsay, unsay, unsay

Let me feel the words echo in comfort
Let me be all the words that you’d unsay
Let me feel the words echo in comfort, comfort… comfort
Let me be all the words that you’d unsay, unsay, unsay, unsay

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A.f.i. – The Boy Who Destroyed The World

May 31st, 2009

THE BOY WHO DESTROYED THE WORLD

Once there was boy who had vibrant glow, but as it goes, someone took it from
Him.
One day through the rain I heard him meekly moan, he said
“Will you wrap your arms around me as I’m falling?”
Remember when Remember when Remember when we were all so beautiful? Never
Again Never Again But since then we’ve lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes but he would never know that they were filled with
Regret as their own dissipated.
He said, “I now feel more desperately alone, even though they wrapped their
Arms around me as I’d fallen.”

Remember when Remember when Remember when we were all so beautiful? Never
Again Never Again But since then we’ve lost our glow.
Remember when Remember when Remember when we were all so beautiful? Never
Again Never Again But since then we’ve lost our glow.

They said it hurt their eyes, but he would never know that they were claiming
Regret as their own…
Their own dissipated.

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A.f.i. – The Celluloid Dream

May 31st, 2009

Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you’re so exquisite
And in the mirror, all midnight eyes
Oh, if I could remain, but it’s just a visit
All midnight eyes read “vacancy”
Twisted, twisting

To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, “May I cut in?”
But they never stopped playing “their song”
Of a joyous song the sing, I’ve heard whispers
On a freezing note, I resonate

Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist… twisting me

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you’re so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet
Praying this will never end
In the shadow of a star, in static pallor
I realized I never began

Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Just like a memory, it twists me
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end
Twist… twisting me

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you’re so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey
(All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving
(All grey) all will turn to grey… grey…

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Onto the melting boy, and melt away
You light as gently, you’re so cinematic
Bathed in your radiance

You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic
Bathed in your radiance, I melt

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A.f.i. – The Checkered Demon

May 31st, 2009

The Checkered Demon

Too much to find,
So much so little time.
So many images persist to shade my mind.
Will I ever come around or will I just hit the ground?
Will I still be standing when it all comes down?
Why can’t I seem to sort it out?
Why am I always filled with doubt?
So many people everywhere,
So self absorbed without a care.
Of their viral lives,
I’d like to bleed them all.

When all is drained, who shall hold?
When mindless bodies screw tortured souls,
Will somebody be there to catch me when I fall?
Why can’t I seem to sort it out.
Why am I always filled with doubt.
How could I always be so blind?
Why can’t I figure it out.
I could always hope for change,
Could always hope to rearrange.
But why not just abandon hope and tear it all apart now?

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A.f.i. – The Days Of Phoenix

May 31st, 2009

I remember when I was told of story of crushed velvet,
Candle wax, and dried up flowers
The figure on the bed all dressed up in roses, calling
Beckoning to sleep,
Offering a dream

Words were as mystical as purring animals
The circle of rage
The ghosts on the stage appeared
The time was so tangible, I’ll never let it go
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below
No one could see me

I fell into yesterday
Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay
I fell into fantasy

The words were as mystical as purring animals
The circle of rage
The ghosts on the stage appeared
The time was so tangible, I’ll never let it go
Ghost stories handed down, reached secret tunnels below
No one could see me

I fell into yesterday.
Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay.
I fell into fantasy

The girl on the wall always waited for me,
And she was always smiling
The teenage death boys
The teenage death girls
And everyone was dancing
Nothing could touch us then
No one could change us then
Everyone was dancing
Nothing could hurt us then
No one could see us then
Everyone was dancing
Everyone was dancing

No one could see me

I fell into yesterday
Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to, I want to, I want to stay
I fell into fantasy

Our dreams seemed not far away
Our dreams seemed not far away
Our dreams seemed not far away

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A.f.i. – The Days Of The Phoenix

May 31st, 2009

I remember when I was told of a story of
Crushed velvet candle wax and dried up flowers
The figure on the bed all dressed up in roses

Calling
Beckoning to sleep
Offering a dream

Thw words were mystical as purring animals
The circle of rage the ghost on the stage appeared
The time was tangible
I’ll never let go

Ghost stories handed down
Reached secret tunnels below
No one could see me
I fell into yesterday

Our dreams seemed not far away
I want to stay

I fell into fantasy
The girl on the wall always waited for me
And she was smiling
The teenaged boys
The teenaged death girls

And everyone was dancing
Nothing could touch us
Then no one could change us then
And everyone was dancing

Nothing could hurt us then
No one could see us then
And everyone was dancing
Everyone was dancing

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A.f.i. – The Despair Factor

May 31st, 2009

The Despair Factor

Along the path where the stream is talking,
I breathe the mist and continue walking.
The wood it whispers in a language of it’s own.
As a sigh escaped my lips,
I feel the light caress of fingertips that,
Steal away the breath and leave me on my own.

Waiting by the stairs. (Waiting, I despair)
Waiting, I despair. (Waiting by the stairs)

My whole life is a dark room.
One, big, dark room.

Do I hear the hollow sound,
Footsteps resounding on this frozen ground,
Or the familiar disappointment of the echoes of my own?

Waiting by the stairs. (Waiting I despair)
Waiting, I despair. (Waiting by the stairs)

[whispers:]
Somehow I ended up here in between,
Where there is always the comfort,
Of knowing I’ll never be seen.
When I fall
When I fall
I wait for just one touch,
And I fall

Weightless,
Endless,
Faithless, I’ll adore you.
A single touch, before I fade. Painless let me pass through.
Weightless,
Endless,
Faithless, I’ll adore you.
A single touch, before I fade. Painless let me pass through.

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